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    4/30/2008

    终于

    生活得越来越象鬼~
    在今天7点睡下 10点起床的情况下,恭喜~~~又一天的此刻;三点四十分,工作暂时结束!
    工作再次在今早10点半左右正式展开!

    王老师说让编导送你回家吧,不过这样显得太特殊了,总这样不好啊!你选择献身艺术,就必须承受可能几天不能洗澡,因为没有条件!~不能正常作息,这是你必须的!

    是。是。是。是。是!




    4/27/2008

    看着安静,因为我很活泼~

        同理。看着乐观,因为我悲观。
        人,都是绝对自私的。多不愿意承认也没辙。人存在的意义是什么?而事实上,把人扒光了扔到荒野的时候,每个人的选择必然都会仅仅是个体的生存和繁衍。(看过《幸存者》吗?没有请补课。去看它的前身节目也行呀!)若想在那般糟糕的状况下弘扬所谓高尚的这个观那个观的话,这淡就扯大了吧?
        老祖先把帐算的明明白白,最终解放了双手并把自私作为心底挥之不去的价值观遗留在了每个现代人的心窝里头。
      于是现代而文明的我们——说合作伙伴,事实上是为了满足两人共同的自私;我们说团队,是为了从群体的自私心理出发共同实施自私行为;我们说民 族,其实也是为了捍卫每个人的自私而已。还有什么更高的存在么?某大师挑明了经济学中有只看不见的手,够高明的存在。真巧了,那只手正是来自每个 人心底的自私。
       这种说法很污秽,这种观点很绝望。无法抑制的疯狂暴躁和难以预料明天的绝望开始在心底涌动。
        答案揭晓。
        孩子,自私就自私吧,没什么不好意思的,自私是人活 着的方式,在这种方式里头,就怕一瓶子不满半瓶子晃,瞻前顾后撞来撞去才是给自己他人带来痛苦的源泉。孩子,查查百度知道,多读读书。这渐渐是个“小我”建功立业“大我”干瞪眼的世界了。
        谁的青春会不死?
        这世上,多少猫腻是真正的猫腻?多少不是猫腻的又是真正的猫腻?那些因猫腻而做反应姿态的人多少是有真正意义的?多少是另有动机的?又有多少是心底只是虚无绝望而已?谁相信谁?谁不相信谁呀?这些不知道也不好说。



    4/10/2008

    Teenagers

    大王一直大爱的乐队歌儿~~!
    准备做背景音。直到听腻了为止。
    顺便也推荐专辑中的另一首《Welcome to the Black Parade

    主打主打——触动感官的音乐
    《Teenagers》
    They're gonna clean up your looks

    With all the lies in the books
    To make a citizen out of you
    Because they sleep with a gun
    And keep an eye on you, son
    So they can watch all the things you do

    Because the drugs never work
    They gonna give you a smirk
    'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
    They gonna rip up your heads,
    Your aspirations to shreds
    Another cog in the murder machine
    They say that teenagers scare
    the living shit out of me
    They could careless as long as someone will bleed
    So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
    Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
    The boys and girls in the clique
    The awful names that they stick
    You're never gonna fit in much, kid
    But if you're troubled and hurt
    What you got under your shirt
    We'll make them pay for the things that they did
    They say that teenagers scare
    the living shit out of me
    They could careless as long as someone will bleed
    So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
    Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
    Ohhh yeah!

    They say that teenagers scare
    the living shit out of me
    They could careless as long as someone will bleed
    So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
    Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
    All together now!
    Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
    They could careless as long as someone will bleed
    So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
    Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me!

    4/7/2008

    我一直对越亲近的人越难以表达自我想法,我觉得难以启齿。可是有些东西你不表达,鬼才知道你怎么想!
    觉得mail真是个好东西。可以尽情说一些酸话痴话梦话,可以说脆弱,说迷茫,说恐惧。表达爱,表达依赖,展示脆弱。
    so cool!
    4/5/2008

    故事



    一把椅子


    一幅画


    一个孩子

    致小画家

    大王自认没有绘画天分 不过小画家  画画是多诗意的一件事儿呀  放弃多可惜啊!
    ps:
    我真喜欢这种小朋友时期画的小朋友的画!